Partly because i have a strange pet theory that all that exist as souls are a small piece of a larger consciousness pushed into a person to the extent of which consciousness can be sparked in our tiny human brain. It’s like you dunk your head into a pool experience a life; it teaches you something you die it teaches and you return to everything and your ego dies as it was born with you.
In this canon i’ve pondered some things.
Somehow our limitations maybe chemically, emotions, tradition etc makes it so you can learn or experience a new perspective of what it means to exist. That feels like the goal.
Idk i remember sharing something similar to this weird dream with lots of intelligent people that shared my interests in university, lots understood two people related to similar dream experiences.
One buddhist told me it felt like buddhism without the historical and practical applications.
Hard to describe where the feeling comes from but i feel like i’ve experienced it in my dreams and nightmares but it’s impossible to put into words better.